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I'm Not Suicidal (I Just Don't Wanna Live Without You)

by Kate McGill

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I recorded this live just now... was gonna try and make it a bit more polished and nice but when I started singing it I realised I wanted to do it raw. This kinda song doesn't deserve polish... it deserves emotion x

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tell me what do i do now when this is all i’m feeling
all i’m feeling
you were where i went to do all of my healing
my healing
what i’d give to
go back home and
see your face there
what i’d give to
wake tomorrow
to a message from you

this is what i’m feeling

i’m not suicidal
i just don’t wanna live without you
these waves, they are tidal
i can not live without you
my heart’s beating faster
but yours has just been and gone
my world’s a disaster
i know i need to go on
but i just don’t wanna live

people they tell me to stick it out and feel it
and feel it
it’s not like me to hide away from what i'm feeling
feeling
what i’d give to
feel something new
or feel completely numb
what i’d give to
hold onto you
i’m missing you, mum

this is what i’m feeling

i’m not suicidal
i just don’t wanna live without you
these waves, they are tidal
i can not live without you
my heart’s beating faster
but yours has just been and gone
my world’s a disaster
i know i need to go on
but i just don’t wanna live

and you’re staring down from my bookshelf
and i think to myself
what would you think
what would you do
if you knew i spent my time crying for you

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released September 25, 2018

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